"A comic.
1: 1987
10-year old Jaq (in the form of a blobbly li'l male person) draws a Garfield & thinks "I wanna be a world-famous cartoonist!
2: 1995
18-year old Jaq (same blobby male, a bit more desheveled) drawing a comic page taped to a drafting table thinking "I wanna be a fairly well-known comic artist"
3: 2002
25-year old Jaq (looking quite desheveled) drawing more & thinking "I wanna marginally get by in comics"
4: 2013
36-year old Jaq, surrounded by comic pages, drinking Rum from the bottle, looking defeated "I wanna not become entirely irrelevant, forgotten, and destroyed by comics."
5: 2017
40-year old Jaq in a blobby crumpled hear surrounded by pages & liquor bottles "I wanna die"
6: 2019
42-yr old Jaq, still a blobby male but a li'l more cleaned up, next to a recycling bin full of liquor bottles "I wanna be... a girl??"
7: 2023
46-year old Jaq, now a full-figure, non-blobby lady, mellow & smiling "I wanna be a bunny""